look who's talking.

Firstly i finished my last day of work yesterday. And watched tv and movie until quite late at night. And i was supposed to update a post last night, cuz i actually opened a new post, but then there's something i can't share. And then i typed it somewhere. Its a bit like my wish. Greedy wish. and. just few second after that, the wish somehow came true, better than what I'd asked for. and smile. For the first time, this happened. =)  (like the song, never had a dream comes true....... xD)

Got to know a new friend during work. And she's nice. We have some similarities, like same interests and point of views and part of our names. She made me feel like im appreciated. Although we only knew each other for like two days, she's like a long known friend. See, its nice meeting nice people everytime i work. And seriously, everytime, i can get to know very nice ppl. How much i wish i can be closer to them, like friends around me, and not friends during work only (and after that, only facebook that connects). p/s: and this girl told me not to post bout work here! LOL. OKAY xD

Then then, finger prints reading/analysis/forecasting. Just now, cousin bro just did that to us, he owned a business regarding that too i think, not sure. To some extent, it was right la but, some was really different, cuz i know myself :P Its true that im actually a quiet person (HAHAHA), that WAS my true colours la but somehow since dono when, I'd made a change (maybe since i grew up, when i know what's need to live), did not changed to a talkative one but, better than QUIET. or make it this way. I can communicate well to people who talks more. Sometimes i just hope that i can be more talkative, just like most of my close friends, cuz i feel comfortable with these, TALK! I told many before, i feel its weird when i saw couples holding hands (say pak toh in shopping complexes) but looking away at opposite directions, and no emotions on face, and SILENT. I dont know la maybe they dont feel awkward and i never tried before (maybe this is common?!) , but hey, this is weird for me. Oops, too far away from the fingerprint thingy. Back. hm, ok, ya from what he analysed, mine seem quite goood some way, the negative is that i dont like to talk and i keep things to myself. Mmmm, ok la i admit. but i managed those things well (hm, until now, at least at this moment. maybe no school? xD). I can keep things to myself well, and forget, or digested? or learn. And im happy now. Stress free!! So daddy and mummy shall not worry bout me bursting all out someday lar, heheee. The positive would be, i keep things to myself, and keep on absorbing them, and i learn and learn and learn and..... these are useful. Another thing was that, he said if there's guy who are interested in me, i will accept them easily or feel touched or whatever (its good someway, better than me now) THIS IS SUPER NOT TRUE. Those who really know me regarding these, they will disagree as well. yes. Lastly, he told daddy that im suitable to be a business woman. hahaha. then daddy told me so. :D and this cou bro dont even know what course im studying now (even until now i think), and what's funny was that, few years back before my alvls, he actually told me bout his negative thought regarding studying business, even though he's one successful businessman now.

SO, today, accidentally missed the turn up to menjalara to kepong, went straight to LDP toll without realising before the toll is right in front of me (not more than 50m), due to keeep talking with chen while driving lar! Im so used to that route dy, cuz thats the way to school, to work, to shopping! and without any prepartion to go for shopping, we went a lil shopping just not to waste the toll fees. DUH.

This week's schedule is full. and HAPPY (hopefully!)

AND i should practice guitar. Dont wana dissapoint this 2 people!  =]

P/s: i want a new phone *winks* (see if this wish can come true xD, or i shall type it where i typed yesterday!)

A little here and there.

 

  

 

totally RANDOM.

For the first time today i did not drive to work. Parents fetched and kher fetched me back from work. How nice! And they told me its hard to get a parking space today. hehehe.

Then, my family they went to tesco and carrefour today. BUT, they never saw both ah kher and honey who both worked there today! hmph.
Nyway, i do not like the competitor's merchandiser or promoter or whatever. They are so serious and so not friendly and they do not feeel bad talking bad bout yur product in front of you to their customers.

the end.
i said random right. :[)

Day off. :D

Wheee.
Had i mentioned that i can rest today? hehehe
But. 1 day only. yet i did not really let myself sit at home, rest.
after tomorrow and day after tomorrow, and next weekend (She begged me to work for 2 weeeks =[ )
and im done with the job. hehehe. cuz im goin to tell the supervisor that, i will stop here for now. "p
cuz, CNY's here okay and sooon after that, schoool starts, i don't wana work part time, anymore. (hopefully)

Today, i went out with dear kher. She visited me ytd, and had a long chat while i was working. Im not neglecting my job or what laar, but its dangerously quiet there, tak da orang punya!
Mmm, anyway, went many places today. Morning fetched kher frm her hs, fetched chen to her office, passed by aman suria for breakfast, then to perdana damansara for bata warehouse sales. OMG, branded shoes were super cheap lor! swept 2 pairs of adidas Originals (rm50 each), weee! Im irresistable to sport shoes still (especially its this cheap right!) :P Then, went to 1u for shopping and passing things and visiting working friends, had spaghetti for lunch but i missed honey's super satisfying home-cooked spaghetti :P Later on, went to tesco for grocery shopping haha. It's fun xD Two girls, pushing a trolley, going around, amazed by offer items, comparing prices, checking what's left out from the list, wondering what's the difference btwn 2 types of margerin, like housewives. And i met yong jian bro thr, working like what kher would have to do tmr. :D After that, back to 1u again, waited long for chen to be there so i can fetch her home. Dropped kher home and get guitar from GBL and back home. foooh~ and spent a lot too =(


I got no thumbnails to colour the blog recently, sadnya.

Not what i wana say.

At last, i chose to type here.
Its always so, especially when i feel so sleeepy after lepak-ing around online.

2 weeks are never this long for me, until now. and for the first time i agreed that working like this is so lifeless. I miss my normal routine. I miss people around me, not strangers who passed by. So you know how touched was i when friends came around visit me, how happy was i when i saw the msg sign on phone everytime i get back my phone during breaks, how cheerful was i when i can chat like normal on msn late night even though im sleepy. =)

Last week, firstly, suffered from soar throat and flu. People who know me must know how serious i can get everytime influenza attacks me. ya. this became worse when things that lead me to deduction of salary due to a... miscommunication or whatever i would not feel happy mentioning (glad that they told me they gave me a chance this time just now). Really do appreciate when this super cheerful girl's visit to cheer me up. then during weekends, flu got worse. All the aunties were asking me not to CRY. 'girl dun cry laa, we all know you work till very san fu ler.... sabar lo... if not take MC la'...... haha. cant help even though i 'flu la, fluuu'.... but weekends were better with new friends from sensodyne.
woah, thx, many more.

till then.

cari rezeki.

bukan mudah!
not easy!
bu jian dan!

awww. very de sien lar. i wish friday could come faster! tomorrow is only tuesday. sob sobx!
tahu how sien anot? try goin to hypermarket during weekdays morning, you will like it if you are those who like to shop slow and peacefully, no crowds, and do not like to bump into any sam gu luk poh or neighbours around. I can even lie on the main passages if they allow me to. Not to mention how exhausted was i, super ached legs doing nothing. Im getting more like a zombie (honey's game xD)  *yawwn*

Jadi, i wana rest after this job muahahah and use the earned to shop for cny, ka-ching! (sigh, have to save still, i have a loooooooooooooooooong wish list) and most importantly, get back to the normal life.
This is really a bit abnormal, you dono how many people said they will not accept this job if they were asked to. More than 12 hours a day working, will youuu? hahaha. come buy lifebuoy from me.

Daddy terbang to myanmar dy. wish him safe. =)

p/s: my forehead's acne problem, how to get better? awwww...

Life goes on.

(=  introducing yuna. a twin with xia.

......

The 2 days of work were bad days.
Not excuses, but i really think there's some intolerance btwn the feng shui there (giant KJ) and ME.
(Hopefully) I would not like to accept any more jobs there.
Never in my working days, incidences that cause bad reputations like these had happened before seriously, and it all ruinned things at the same time. darrh.
Anyway, wahahaha this stupid milk project had over. =)
and its not really that bad afterall, got to meet a 'new' friend, who turned out to be my primary school mate.
well, i know there was this person in the next class (i did not lie on this part, she was really famous that time), but dont know her, and don't think she even know i were in the same school with her, so out of 4 days of the 2 weeeks, only the last day we knew we were from the same primary school. and had gt fate as in, besides the 'reunion' with a school mate, 2 of us came far from kepong and both working for 2 weeks there only.

But, 3 more days of resting days, and i'll be working continuously, for the whole 2 weeeks, 10 to 10 everyday, until end of january. Congratulations to me. Dont even dare to think about it.

Last weeek, went out, many days,too,  for which i do not rly rmb what i did.
errr, ktv, movies, shoppings, lunches, dinners, and a 'gathering' which ended up to be a getogether btwn ji muis after work. My moood was affected by that stupid incident with that msg la, so ntg but complaint to them x)

this week have to go uni. im still negative towards that place.
but. no choice, till then. haih.
rmb visit me next weeek, giant KD. must be a super sien project.

TBC II

(more photos of dai lou's farewell, im waiting o ^^)

Nothing really, that im up to.

just a bit sad over some just revealed fact,

and shared some down feeling of school starting with people who will be back to school tomorrow.

um, this 2 things are related in some way.

I don't wana imagine the time i have to wake up for class the next day.

like after this damn 3 months of summer break. I don't like school mummy. =(

sien sien dei went for work today,

besides the watson job weeks back, the job im up to now allows me to reach there sharp at 12 too.

haha, nice but, the pooor sales part is a bit stressful. no one likes to hand up a bad sales report to their boss right, regardless of whether this is commision based or not (which is no for this).

anyway, KJ is not my usual place to work, thought that i might not have any friends working with me, but glad to say, had got one for this week, only.

A new friend reminded me today, im 20 unofficially, since its nw 2010 (nice figure i like, better than 2009).

yea, unofficially (reluctant to admit). you see, started with the digit 2 already. and im still like a kid wth (physically mentally). Can you imagine i have to go out to the community in no more than 3 or 4 years? hallelujah, amitabha, haihhh.

how? cry lor. (chen's fav quote)

the time is ticking.

Bye 2009.

One more day.
Last of 2009, tomorrow.
I never successfully post any review of a year post like 'review 08...'
The reasons for this year would be busy and, its not really some nice year to review back. (and also perfectionism in me, here only xD)
This year is fast and,
TOUGH.

Its a tough year for me.
A year which i think, until now, carries the most counts of uncertainties and unhappiness.
Jadi, no point mentioning them. But, there are still moments that made me successfully neutralised them (hope so)
so *winks*

Then, farewelled to dai lou 2 days ago, he is leaving today (to be accurate, he left), din even ask him when is his flight, did not even bye officially, just not to make his leaving that obvious, like that happening (which actually slightly the other way to be honest). and honestly, confidently i can tell, im not the only one who would like to thank him. So, dun ever try to forget us, cuz i will earn more $ to treat back meals that i owed, 2 or 3 years later ;P and so, wish you all da best and, keeep in touch! heeeee.

Tadah, NEW YEAR IS HERE (soooon).
HAPPY NEW YEAR in advance. wheeeee!!!

Scroll down down.

Yes I did actually got well by the dawn, i think. (refer to the end of last post)
and managed to have a farewell 'buffet' with dai lou, cheerfully (not with a sickening look) and later on to HIDE.
Anyway, that would be later. just to continue my to be continue last last time, (hence the title, scroll down down -.-)
photos of mun's bday:

TBC for the 2nd time.

(paiseh xD)

more than the same damn thing.

STUPID!

gonna curse curse whichever chef in the food court that made me suffering like this to death!

(i can only type this out, very very lack of energy to sound this sentence like i should have)

Its really very very very SCARY to think back how i suffered the night before. The longest period i managed to sleep well was around 1 hour, i think. The damn foood poisoning. I was alone in the living room throughout the night, (for i think it was because dont wana catch cold in my rooom and living rooom's toilet is near and no one will use it in the night), when i suffered from the very uncomfortable, i kept groaning (which no one can actually hear me) and called mummy for many times. Tried vomitting again, but useless. I felt like im dying. seriously.

It was yesterday dinner, which i had it with yvonne in the food court. After that, i started to feel wrong. Then the working part after that was omg. I'd vomitted for twice before i tahan till home. Not to mention how i actually walk from old wing to new wing that slowly, stopped by every toilet that i passed by (sorry for being irritating), held my breath while queing up for autopay, and walked to the damn far parking spot outdoor. Urged mummy to unlock the door lock fast before i could tell her what happened, to the toilet and vomited again.

HELL!

One more thing is, i cant even complete this event job myself. Im really sad of this. And this just suddenly ends like this. I feel very guilty of informing them last minute when i still said i can come for work the day before. But if im not really feeling that not well, i really would not have skip work today. I really can't even sit up. I need a lot of energy to sit up for medicine for that few minutes, and straight away lie back despiting that those that i'd swallowed will flow the opposite direction back to my mouth (eww whatever). So, WHY THIS HAPPENED TO ME AT THIS FREAKING CRITICAL TIME??! why not after tomorrow? why not before this job and all?!! everything is so crazy.CRAZYYYY!! im goin insane. :(

The nightmare. This is my first event job. And it was really like what kher had told me, its not something you can go through that easily. It is very FRUSTRATING when u have to repeat the same damn thing for more than hundred times a day, a bit meaningless yea, when you see some1 approaching our area, there you go, until u bring what they wana purchase to the cashier and tell them to go to lucky draw table. The same procedure, repeat and repeating until i gonna puke. On the fourth day's night, i had a nightmare. The nightmare's venue was at our event place. This is the most real nightmare i had before. I dreamt of myself there, working exactly like what i did in day time, telling the same thing to customer and with a serious stomach pain. yes, for some reason, during the nightmare, i really had stomach pain, i dont know how real things happening can combine with dream like that (maybe its like when we dreamt of some sad scene, you'll noticed you actually cried out with tears). scary.

Anyway, thanks to miko who visited me that day, with a xmas present. So nice of her.

Thanks honey for her present too that day. Love it much. :)

and also everyone who comforted me and asked me to take care.
and most of all, daddy mummy.

Yune, you have no choice but to get well by the dawn!

CAN.

OOOOMMMMMGGGGGGGGGG!

>________<

OK,

i'd beeen working, for 2 days already

and half dead now.

BUT, its only 1/3 of this event.

4 more freaking daysss to GO!!

I CAN punyaa!

(dai lou will continue this with, 'because i am SIU YUIN ZIIIII!!')

sorrrry la, lame. xD

ahhhh, working its really very... ____(adj.)____

i dono laaa. challenging maybe.

i think im tired of... repeating the same damn thing

for more than a few hundred timesss a dayy...

but its still erm.. OK? i dono.

but, haha, actually i dont feel hm stress or sad during work,

cuz... ntg to feeel those ways ok.

just, physically, frustrated.yeaa. heehe.

YESTERDAY!

first day right,

OMG, im soooo touched.

whether or not, the point that drives them here is me,

IM STILL VERY GLAD.

know what?!

my 2 sweethearts visited me!

kangarooo and ah kherr!

honey reached 1st, and i thought she was 1 of a customer,

waiting to be served by me.

and that time, i was serving another customer,

so when i saw her, (i think) i stared at her for few seconds,

before continuing my 'talk' to whoever?

yaaa, i must pretend to be not surprised. lol.

when honey was paying,

(i think) i heard ah kher's voice,

shouting at honey,

'WOOOOI WHY ARE YOU HEREE?!'

so another surprise.

aww, love them larr.

for the 1st time, 3 of us, MET each other,

without planning, without knowing before we met.

FATE!

(did not blog about last weeek due to over-business, our outing with jing,

happy time TOOO, ignoring some simall simall's unhappiness)

-p/s: no fate with mrKQ, who went watson and loooked for me,

but i dont work there anymore, and i din take my phone with me during work, haiyor!

*but, happpy tooo lorr.

and then daddy and mummy came visit me as well.

HAIH, I was VERY HAPPY!

todayiie, alice, went there also.

and chen went thr for a while after her work.

and, CK, working in 1u also!

so we had lunch tgthr, with my 2 promoter friends. heeee~

and soooo happpy when i can finally walk to my car. @@

*2 more agrresiveness marks!

desperate for that 2 freaking marks!!

half way planning farewell for dai lou.

he is leaving SO SOOOOON!

*sigh larr!!*

Last Christmas

Chorus:


Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, You gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special


Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, You gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special


Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance but you still catch my eye
Tell me baby do you recognise me?
Well it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me


(Happy Christmas!) I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I Love You" I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now I know you'd fool me again


Chorus


(Oooh. Oooh Baby)


A crowded room, friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you and your soul of ice
My God I thought you were someone to rely on
Me? I guess I was a shoulder to cry on
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man undercover but you tore me apart
Oooh Oooh
Now I've found a real love you'll never fool me again


Chorus


A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
(Gave you my heart)
A man undercover but you tore me apart
Next year
I'll give it to someone, I'll give it to someone special
special
someone
someone
I'll give it to someone, I'll give it to someone special
who'll give me something in return
I'll give it to someone
hold my heart and watch it burn
I'll give it to someone, I'll give it to someone special
I've got you here to stay
I can love you for a day
I thought you were someone special
gave you my heart
I'll give it to someone, I'll give it to someone
last christmas I gave you my heart
you gave it away
I'll give it to someone, I'll give it to someone

left out.

haihhhh.... chen went genting the day right after she completed her spm, 3 dayss.
tmr, dad and mum going to langkawi for vacation, because cousin will hold her wedding dinner at penang on sunday, jadi, they will enjoy their vacation for 4 to 5 dayss. i have to work, so, im not following :(

next weeek, starting from tues, to sunday, will be working, yes including xmas.
after this weekend, i have only a monday for holiday.
tmr i'd got training. >____<

and then few days more to new year 2010.

haihhh. so out of time!

Photo time! :D

MOMO PARADISE

Bandar Menjalara

GATHERING

(photo courtesy of mun li :D)

Granpa's Birthday!

(photos taken by wen yi jie jie)

Mun's Birthday
Lookout Point, Cheras

To be continue......

aw, let's not feel sad. =)

update! although im a bit tired. heheheee....

yesterday, we celebrated mun's bday at lookout point cheras~~
hm, my 1st time there, nice. : )

arnd 7, dai lou reached, he drove my humble myvi (with a brake light spoilt, thx them who informed me), and then we fetched ah sum and ang ger.
gathered at cy's (with a balcony where we BBQ-ed last year, with a nice view also, boleh nampak KLCC and KL tower juga like LOP), and then when all reached, 2 car, 13 peoples, departed. : )

GPS is cute. hahahaa. we (me, ah boy, dai lou, ah sum and miko) in 1 car and the rest in cy's stream. then soon we realised all 5 of us, brought a camera! cute : P and we were saying that one day there will be GPS system who can argue with people who use it. hm, not a good improvement in tech huh.....

then we reached there arnd 9++ cuz it toook us quite long to get there (as i rmbered). and something dead fish happened. but sooon..... over : ]
and we, gt ntg better to do, when it's really nice photoshoooting, we just can't leave our cameras.
but yesterday was fun! because i'd ALWAYS enjoy time with themmm. whhhee. : )

*give up* surrender, wait for photos laa... hopefully, i can get to see the photos from dai lou, miko, ah boy, and mun, (ah sum is efficient! xD) because those photos from my camera OMGly dissapointing.
but... dont think i can get them, this weeek D: tmr edit some and post here 1st.

so last night reached home very late, arnd 2am?
and for don't know why, i only managed to sleeep for an hour. and woke up at 5am today, as planned, followed daddy, grandma and aunt to JB, to attend funeral. i can't resist this kind of scene lar. its still sad.
we reached KL arnd 6pm. so its a day already. the toll feees throughout the whole journey were very expensive lorr. almost RM 100... >___<

this weeeek got no work! *winksss!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

TO

MUN LI!  

condolence.

无常。

may you rest in peace. : (

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it's still not that good to stay at home,
because, wake up, eat, watch tv, house chores, cook, exercise, take bath, eat, online ... ...
and did not spend less.

today, went desa parkcity, myself, but only managed to jog for 2 rounds arnd the lake, because mummy asked me to shop at jusco, buy potatoes, cucumber, onion, breads..... yesterday lagi drove to aman puri thr buy eggs. Take these as learning la, I'd beeen very dependent and i know its late to realise that.

that day monday went 1u with 2 honeys,
we visited yingx, working in mph as cashier,
i met ting yee thr, with his bro.
before that i met mel's brother, i think, the day before was her couz, and the day before that day, i met her. ok what fate is this, with her family.
then today at desa parkcity, i met poh guan. hm he waiting for his friend who went to the toilet, don't know who, and his purpose was to meet with a friend, he said. (ahem whatever) i did not wait cuz my veges were damn heavy.

tomorrow, mun's bday celebration, lookout point : )

contradictory.

I must stop spending like this seriously.

A MUST DO LIST for next month. (see, im not that strict in restricting myself, relaxation period for this month, at least) :

• learn something, workshops, classes (language, music instrument, any skills im interested in- i realised it is not just one or two). easier said than done. upgrade upgrade!!!!! inform me if any.
  
• full time job. plus part time. ever since im in this expensive uni, $$ is much important than ever. there's need or you think i want them for what.(i know u disagree darling :P) - p/s: job that i can at least learn something.
  
• start reading?... im so not that type. (partially exempted from this list, bad)

ughhh.
i guessed im exhausted from today's walk and talk non-stop outing.
didn't rly brought up this due to guiltiness nyway.

then. (random errh maybe)
i can't rly stand any photo taken by my hp. im losing interest with taking photos with it.
that is why actually i'd been hoping for a change, i can't afford a better camera, at least not now, my house had got more than 3.
i noticed that the erm.. love for music faded gradually since my mp3 spoilt super long time ago.
i want them back like ugh...
perhaps the all in one idea is best for now.

blaaah.

p/s: not for commercial purposes blog. for own satisfaction. -.-

not good not bad.

i know its not that normal for me to like update everyday.
but ntg's wrong la.
just that i must write it down, or i'll fgt.

today sales was bad. again. its abnormal for sunday.
i care, cuz i just requested for higher pay, of cuz its better to have a nice figure in the sales report but i din cheat on that anyway.

my mood is not as cheerful as yesterday.
few possible reasons, caffeine this morning? or poor sales the whole nooon? or i met someone?
ahem. we did not see each other for 8 years already (to be accurate only arnd 2 years because i did nt call this someone out 2 years ago in a college cuz i was afraid that i recognised the wrong person).
these were both all of sudden thing. haih.
but its really strange that this human appeared this time. (not telling why :P)
and changed.

but. im much better now. hahaa.
tmr. out lagi. :|

when things got better.

i tell you, i really had a hard time thinking of a title for my posts.
so just ignore the above. i don't really know whether will my post show anything related to that.
but i guessed yea, maybe. (the new dilemma)

so working is kinda fun,
when you got to know many new friends and chat non-stop during work. (bleh)
today is a happy working dayyy.
and a lot of new promoters. the whole shop is halfly occupied by us (not to mention that we were really very jor gai -blocking the way)
since most of us are of the same age range, of students, erm of chinese (not racist laa) there's really aaaaaa looooooottt to talk, at the same time, worrrying that we might get caught by supervisors or clients hehe. (so adventurous)
*do i reaaaaaly looook like chibi maruko chan??! nono. its 'whyyy chibi loooks so much like me??'
MOST of them said so. jadi some dont even want to know my real name, they called me siu yuin zi..~ O.o
and... couz's gf actually asked me out for lunch, but my lunch time was much later so tak jadi (still weird rite. :P)
i want higher pay (requested) :P

and so. im goin to re-apply on mondayy.
with an unsure major to take. actually my plan ytd was to gao dim that ytd,
but....... all due to someone larrr (not guilty at all to blame him)
we ended up at the curve, cuz of the supervisor, haih.
then since its a bit late, im lazy to go sunway and the unsure thingyy,
decided to postpone it.
economics or finance?

so ytd me and kher went out again, yaaa frm previous, we ended up at the curve,
and shopped, and bought and spent, and for lunch, we had a satisfying meal at PHOP,
maybe its kind of rewarding myself outing, so we really don't mind going for some goood meal.
and even from her description, im still not sure bout what is a pancake, (paiseh)
so just went in. and the foooods are nice lor (our personal POV), at least the spagetti pancake, i liked it much. heheees.
4 something, we went to 1u. hahaha. shopped and spent. -.- (mou dak gao!!).

haihh. if didn't work, i really pokkai dy. have to save for shopping pun.
the previous meals, rm25 for momo, was ok only for me, im not the worth eating buffet kind of person at all. i cant eat a lot.
then the so called gathering (company) at TC mall, rm25, korean meal, hm.. not rly worth paying.. (kher now i rmb, u owed me the meal hahahhaa bleeeh)
then the PHOP, the most satisfying one amongst the previous.
lagi is the coming monday, dont know whr we gonna makan with my 2 darlingss but surely gonna spend la
and thursdayy, loookout point, hard to not spend makan, share share ler. :|

econs atau finance????!!! =(

nearer and nearer.

holidays. i really don't care to live lifeless life lor. (even if i have to only sit at the sofa, doing ntg)

thats full for me. hehe.

but, with mummy holidays toooo (seee, being a school tcher isn't that bad)

she have to study, so she'll order me many house chores

or things to do like, buy eggs, buy chicken? help sis write letter, upload her gathering video to facebook

and etc etc etc.......

well, i think she will spare me from those if, only if i tell her

i have only few more days to enjoy, please let me live my holidays like holidayyys.

but, i will never remind her of this coming thurs or friday thingy.

she will definitely, nag.

so, me as a goood girl (biasa lar xD), did most of the house chores ordered. hehe. *sighh.

yes its getting nearer and nearer.

the day.

chatted with kher, and realised something that rly made me, erm... moodless lar.

cuz our plan was to, enjoy the day first, and then we check.

but i fgt they will send it to me, maybe earlier, even earlier when i dont have her with me yet.

im really worried.

but sooon i forgot abt it. hahaha.

thanks to this human who kept scaring me with john and his gf sarah -.-

hahaha. i was alone in the living room at that late night, but disappointingly i did not feel scare at all! (blek)

i think if any family member were to come down to the living rooom for don't know whyy

would be frightened by me, laughing myself in the living rooom. (but facing the screeen seeems more normal.. maybe?)

hm, we are the typical msn friends, and we can talk from whatever to whatever (secrets too hahaha.), and the conversation windows were always happy with non-stop of 'hahahahahaha....'

i think this is bcz we don't study tgthr, we dont rly share the same gang of friends, even our secrets have nowhere and noone to reveal to (who will ever interested in a friend's friend secret....)

actually i plan to go for exercise (alone) in desa parkcity, which mum allows if the rain stop,

but the stubborn rain rather come down slowly drop by drop, than to pour it out all tgthr.

so until late night, it did not stop. i had no choice but to exercise in the house.

successfully, i sweat a lot! and did stretched my long-rested bones and muscless.

tired though.

SO, since at home i'll only face the story boook (ahh, very gt the secondary school feeel)

i hm 'decided' to go out tmr? inverted comas because i can really change my mind easily, and affect by moood, weather, and many many more conditions larr (excuses).

till then. =)

p/s: it's good to have my stubborn mind resting now, everything is simple as i'd always wished it could be. this is this, that is that (*friends are friends, nothing other than that xD).

19 | Birthday =)

yeaa. im officially, 19 already.

today is my 2nd day of 19 (to sound younger hahaha)

19 is like soooo near to 20,

very near to the 'starting with digit 2 ages'.

 hahaha.

bday resolution/wish (dont know how to differentiate):

• to earn more $. hahaha. realistic me.
• to pass with credits. (haihhhh     !!!)
• to stay young (-.-) but more mature, mentally!
• to live life to the fullest (hard lorr.)
  
• ** most importantly : HAPPY. =P

okayy.

on the 28-11-2009

ME, soo yun yeeeee

working.

(chiang chianggg~)

sounds sad?

but... Its totallly NOT!

hehehe.

this started with a normal day.

with a plan to gather after work with few of them.

i woke up, and prepared for work.

time passed easily as i remembered

cuz 3 of us just kept talking!!!

(me, moon and cemone)

moon is a new promoter friend,

while cemone i knew her last weeek.

sorrry company, cuz we just kept talking

hingga i did not try my best on sales (no commission also -.-)

*omg, i hope NO supervisor or any other will see this.

so, sales was bad yesterday whatsoever.

moon happened to stay near my house (really near!)

cemone stays further but still near.

so.. time passes fast with that 2 sapo(s).

some chats in between until moon knew ytd was my bday.

she was a lil shocked i rmb.

cuz this is like your 1st day u know this friend

and after some time, u know today is her bday! -.-

we went lunch tgthr

(i went working with rm6 and cash outflow rm1 for parking only,

see why later)

she macam mana pun wana treat me lunch.

TQ^^

then... i dont know when she told cemone

until she knew it

and she 'snaked' out during work

and back with big apple doughnuts

i rly blanked for few seconds

after she delivered that box to me

and wished me happy bday.

they were really very nice people i tell you.

even though its just like some small matter

but i dont know,

i was touched. hehe... ^^

(besides, i met cherry and wei juin ytd xD)

after work.

thanks to keat min

'the exam friend!'

(we knew each other in the exam hall,

with a litlle story and kept in touch some way)

so he started with the gather after my work thingy.

lol.

i thought it would be a lil weird at 1st,

but it turned out to be a happy time for me.

y weird, cuz...

erm i asked them individually,

close friends.

whatever skip this part.

so finally danny, dwayne, keat min and miko and me.

we just cant stop chatting after the second

we sat down, (the waiter waited long for our order)

and i'll quote this interesting part frm miko's blog!

(her posts are always damn good and i'll never miss a word)

 

celebrated yune's bday @ Mong Kok (or is it Wong Kok? whatever la) Char Chan Teng

special guest: John

okay.. i introduce a bit la.. he's our new invisible friend

he sat between me and yune

don't really know him cuz i can't see him (did anyone even see him?)

don't know how he looks like also.. but the guys did take picture of him (tried to)

eh.. kinda scary la! hahahaha think i should just stop here.

later john come and find me! =.=

haha...okay.. why did john even exist/was invited (sounds scary leh) in the 1st place?

someone (dunno who) thought that min 6pax needed to get free bday milktea (actually min is 5 >.< )

so we came up with this story that there's actually one person sitting between us.

so when the waiter says min 6pax, 

we just say: eh got mar!

waiter: there's only 5.

us: got! you see~~

*pointing out everyone of us, including john*

waiter: .... but there's no1 there *pointing at john*

us: you serious?

waiter: ....

us: eh john! he cannot see you leh!

=.=

---------

hahahha. swt..~

and many more gossipsss.

we do feeel bad but for goood cause

we are just 'sharing' right. xPPP

and more more laughterss. funny peoplee!

and for dont know why, maybe talked tooo much

we actually finished that whole big mug of milk tea!!

that 3 straws in that mug were my candles

and i did really made a wish (LOL)

as if that was my bday cakeee.

*photos plz, to see how ugly that scene would be

especially in my working uniform summor!*

they brought presents too which i really

paiseh.

cuz... y so hak hei

i really feel ___(adj)___ laaa

ntg but thank you lor.

really thanks them for coming out for my bdayy.

heheeee ^^

not the end yet.

cuz danny treated us, all?!!

so generouss.

i feel bad!

>____<

**dwayne summor : aiyaaa. should order more expensive ones. xDD

and then he parked at the outdooor carpark cuz i did

so i have a bodyguard while walking back to my car late night.

 whr to find good friend mcm ini.. lol.

who wan this friend i can introduce xD

k la. gan dong. teeehehe. TQ!

 ----------

i really really thank all for wishes and presents

and treats!

that ah sum sa sa 1. she hopes she will be the last to wish

but u lost to our big brother. hahahaa.

a lot a lot a lot of wishes thru phone calls, smses and facebook!!

i reallly appreciate.

and so. a day. =)

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photo time:

from honeyyys. love them soooooper much!

Sticky candies from GBL.

spot the words.

this is so gonna get the most shots. xD

From Cemone. I told her i was reluctant to eat them when she asked me to have them in the store rooom.

 From dwayne the goood friend!

really gonna thank him for the free renting fee, soon.

Danny!! the good good friend.

Miko! the always pretty.

Thanks ALL.

:D

tomorrow is public holidayy.

today is thursday, yesterday was wednesdayyy..... -.-

la la la la la xD

i know goin to be 19 dy la, dun so childish ma.

but again, im already 19 long ago.

seee, borned during late of a year isn't really goood.

cuz, this make the big day small, which means, no feeeling of 1 year difference with previous days.

but, actually my birth date is kinda nice, i saw it in tv everyday kakaa.

yesterday gathering. wait for mun's photo. then i take without paying ( =steal  :P)

last night was very full. yea, too much meat ballls! all tasted the same. LOL.

later gathering also, hm... nt rly excited though, cuz not rly close to them, yet? hehe.

but ah kher fetching me!! ^o^

and im a bit scare now, a bit phobia of meat. werrr.

but.... shud be ok guaa, cuz today din rly eat yet (cuz ytd tooo fulll, until today?... -.-)

p/s: finished the drama dy. lynn borrow me boooks!

ahhhhh.

1stly, i feeel kinda guilty.
next weeek i must guai guai stay at home >___<

sat 21-11-2009

work la. leg tired. sales was kinda bad although its very crowdy!
ppl i met:
1) cousin, soo wen hao. with his gf.
me: eh, hao gor gor (a lil surprise)
him: eh... wad u selling here...
me: (tell him bout wad i sell)...
then soon they left
new promoter friend: he is your.....?
me: my cousin, staying under the same rooof, i summor saw him this morning
her: Harrrr... y u 2 like vry long never contact 1??
me: heeehee. (guilt, tahu tahu laaa)
2) louise, college friend.
3) wei min aunty, dad's friend.
back at home, plan gathering.
a day. =)

sun 22-11-2009

same la. work! sales was better than i expected. sold more than half of the stocks in the outlet! xD
ppl i met:
1) again cousin's gf. she working thrr gua.
2) cousin, penny gan! she working arnd thr la. =)
3) pon mei sian, 2ndary friend.
4) DJ2 headmaster!! previously my bosss when i taught there. hahaha.
spent a lot =( lunch, breads........

mon 23-11-2009

todayyy..relax..... hahaha.
morning honey fetched me!!! the night before, i begged her to fetch me, at 1st, failed, then suddenly she said OK!.. i damn happpy. very long time (beside daddy) never let ppl fetch dy!!and love to sit her super comfortable camry! tq! hheheee.
so... we 2 went newayyy...! 1st time 2 ppl sing. ahh like after so long, finallly!
then. after that shopping for quite long. we tried a lot of clothesss. but our aim was to window shop only cuz we POOOR. so, sorrrry la to the ppl who work inside the boutique.
OH ya. and honey n ah kher gave their present todayyy. very useful! thanksss. super much!! i always love u all and will do so forever!!! <3
so conclusion, ah kher can't join us today, was a bit sad, but still feeeel happpy and satisfy!!

tmr, 

book fair.

wed, 

gathering (college gang)
OH yes!! finallised! ahhh. this is super not easy.
now arnd 15+ joining. i super happpy lor.
wheeee. btw booking tmr. thankkss. cher n mun especially xD and all!!
thurs night,
gathering (promoter company) erm on rightt?.. heee.

friday, 

sinnnnnng?......... tak tahu.

erm. no breakdown. PLZ.
and purse also!!!! surely there will be lubang but, smaller can ahhhh?..

p/s: ya. im cooool. hard to change, cannot ahhh?!duh.

=)

ah kay =)
me, officially recovered from sick hahahahaha!
damn happy. and the day right after i recovered, which was yesterday, out :P
nah, its not that im playful or what oukay. cuz have to go for training T.T

yes. so im starting to work this weekend, and until mid of dec, with 1 week off due to wedding buffets and dinnerrs~ (many cousins marrying). not sure any more work by that time....... but need to earn $ la. very poooor, pooor cannot enjoy. fact of life lorrrr.

yesterday, went training in the morning, then went back to KBU and get my cert. sorrry la i didn't wait for the others to get tgther cuz i tot since i have time so i hope i can gao dim it faster BUT..... *later.

went back kbu and i dont know y, i always thr when they having lunch break!!! and i never learn. durh..
but this time was better cuz i "just" need to wait for half an hour. since i gt ntg to do... so walk around the college while waiting. nothing to do actually. i did not sms anyone to tell them i was there and ask if they were there or not cuz i guess, that time, they having classs lar. and sooon the ppl in charge back and get my cert. The officers are so not friendly lorr. everytime go back for something they sure show a very sien face. plz lahhh... u though i really want to ask u all to do this kind of things izit??! hopefully this will be my last time lor!

then today bcum a goood friend as a driver. heheeee. fetched ah kherrr. then i went monash to take the application form and all. CRY i din bring spm results. so i haven gao dim these thingsss.

after that still a bit early, went the curve with ah kherr. shop shop~ =)

STARTING FROOOOOM TODAY!!! MEGA SALESSSSS!!!!!
so must save $ for shopping. *winksss*

next weeek, 3 ktv sesssionsss?! HAHAHAH. like after sooooo long.
yeahhhhh~ neway's fault?.. heard that the RM5++ buffet session back muahahaha.
hope so lahhh! kekekekeke.

tmr start working dy. come visit me >___<

SICKK. =(

haih. ntg to update actually.
sick me, can't go out at all. =(

actually i didn't get flu for i think arnd half a year dy hahaaa. this is quite a long time okayy.
maybe its time again. cuz this is like a disease that cannot be cured now, for me.
remember the doctor said to me last time, either u eat medicine everytime u got this, or go for operation, or u study hard and migrate overseas.
so im not goin to a doctor this time, i guess he will be telling me the same thing riggght.

i can only take the 1st option noww. =|
so thurs had got training, i must get well by then for not losing a job. heeeeee.
and i cannot join them singing tmr. *sad*

p/s: muahaha. a good friend is lending me his guitar xD

LASSSSSST TOOOOOO GOOOOOO!

yes yes yes!!
im back from today's exam!
and so i left my LAST! PAPER! this friday!!
muahahahaaaaa. thought of it then happpppy,
but NOT YET =(

exam no comment, 2 down after my last update.
im super tired now actually, its time to nap!
but i just feeeel like updating lerrr.

my condition is very bad now.
had got serious insomnia, yes i mean SERIOUS.
although sleeeeping late is ntg new for me,
but this time is really serious.
for the past 2 weeeeks, i find it VERY hard to sleeep at night.
it'd beeen the whole week continuosly, almost EVERY night,
the earliest i can fall asleeep is at 4am, to 6am.
even when sis's alarm for her to wake up to school rang,
my eyes still open up bright.
it is not that i dont want to sleeeep, i CANNOT!
i lied on the bed from around 1am.
i feeeeeel im so abnormal.
then at day time i became very tired, but i need to study -.-

THIS IS SUPER SUFFERING. T.T

besides that, my face! at the forehead.
although i tied up all my fringe all the time from home to the exam hall,
it is terrible now. these are the opportunity cost for burning oils.
beh tahannn~ reallyy quite serious. how to gin yan?....

BUT i think this can be cured after exam!
hehehehheeeeee. rightttt....
so
just bear with it 1 more weeeeeeeeeeeeeek!

and for the past 2 days, i did not sociallise at all.
didn't even online.and only managed to finish my revision last night,
SO tooo much of study for exam, its very lifeless.

I WANA PLAY! :P
**again. -.-

thingsss arnd.

rest a while frm study. :P

i know many will say:

yune ni terlalu freeee.

 

 

Chen's bday present recently. thhhhe patrick :)

 

 

 

 

 

THX a lot to MAMA (my short name for mashimaro)

it did reallllly acc me study ALL THE TIME!

although it is OBVIOUS that he doesn't really feeel happy

acccompany me AT ALL.

Blank. =|

my mind is really blank now.
depressed. i don't know how to do those questions.
how am i going to do them tomorrow??
why on earth do i have to go through this tomorrow of less than 24 hourss.
ahhh. i wana skip tmr. plzzz.
*sigh sigh and sigh!
stupid accounting theories!  blehhhh bleh bleh bleeeeh!


sorry for so much of negatives.
hopefully the holidays can cheer me and my life, and my blog up.
like previous! cuz i'd beeen looking back at my posts, the college time.
its so much of fun and so fully filled. unlike now. now now!

p/s: btw, for less scoldings.

i should end this with =)

smart you, faked a smile.

marketing paper.

today had my 1st paper.
i was kinda stress over it.
my mood in the morning was bad and got not enough sleeep.
luckily ldp not jam yet if not i'll cry to uni. :P
reached uni early, but headache....
if no one would stare at me when i was crying to exam, i will do so.
exam just write write write.
in fact, i feel like crying during exam cuz

MY HAND WAS HELL PAIN!

pain until i really almost cry it out but i cant waste any second at all!
pain until i alomost cant control its movement
pain until i hold my right hand grip using my left hand

VERY VERY SUPER DUPLE PAIN!

AHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~                                                      

then, plus cold summor, the whole right hand almost lost its feeeling HAIZ!
suffering dao~ T.T
then me, cnt finish writing....
many points wasted. and some points got wrong...
cuz my mind was too concentrated.
many things i read was nowhere to be seeeen.

*my hand still vry pain HAIHZ, smoother pen helps? then i'll buy a few G2 tmr.*

after exam, i walked to parking, and stayed in the car for 10 mins, cuz my hand still pain >___<
after that, feel like "rewarding" myself for lunch, haha, nt really laa, drove into aman suria and ta pao hakka meeee. and back home and yum yum......and very full~~~
i dono will i study or not today. maybe after i replace back all my sacrifised sleeeping hours. :)

*yawn*

tmr's tmr!

not prepared not prepared not prepared! *scoldingssss (as usual)*
i know la. i didn't prepare like the way i should. SO
gooood luck to me lah...
i gt ntg to post actually.
i just feel scare. vry takut!
I must get credit. SOB.

p/s: oh anyone willing to help me to check my result on 4.12.2009?
dun dare to do so myself. >__<

smile C=

and all i wanted to do,
will only come with a condition.
to keep my responsibilities on track and thats all i need now!


(-:

all that matter :]

facing the booooooks for dono hw many hours and in fact only half an hour of serious studies.
i cant focus, no motivation and blaaaa.
the same old problems when come to study. : |

Hey hey hey! today was my last day of SCHOOOOOL!
seriously ntg special. i went for class at 4 to 6 and then hang around until 7.30pm.
reluctant to leave uni?... hahaha oh please. i want ntg but to sampai rumah fast.
if its college then i might feel reluctant to bye.
but to avoid the jam, i sabar! :P

went library and borrowed books. like im a rajin and smart student walking out with that whole stack of thick thick boooks. -.- i feeel stupid anyway, u know how heavy are them?! but i need them, the boooooks.
and then okay. i know i will get scoldings on this : i only know it today, that the passing marks is 50% in the final, except for 1.
clapssss! i dont remember whether i knew this anot actually. had i ever told anyone.... @@"

i'd tried my best in internal, those assignments submissions and all.
and all the assignment that i got back, im satisfied with my grades.
some are good in fact :P but those are really very very small portion of the total.
i dont know are they worth my effort. the stress of homeworks.

i want to do many things after exam. but how if i dont get to continue.
as usual, i dont have confident at all. i never have any. srsly NEVER. sob.
many people are telling me to have confident until i think i SHOULD have.
but have confident for what. im too busy to think of the answer, which might be useful?....
i dont know.

yes many things after exam. PLAY 1st before getting the result!
and in no way this will make me regret playing.
but i'll regret if i continue typing here. xD

hey exam is less than a week time. OMG! very takut!
T.T

need holiday BADLY!

yes yes yes. i want holiday!
i wana play! and rest and do things i like. hmmmmm...~ xD

anyway. know i shouldn't be blogging that often anymore. heheeee.
exam is like damn near and kinda nervous. * xx: u dont look nervous okay! -.-
acting calm ma.

here's some photos then.
that day went couzie's 21st bday party!
happpppy birthday! :D

and photos courtesy of wen yi jie jie and her friends.

EXAM!

SO.

i finished my presentation today!

and then NOW I MUST MUST MUST FOCUS ON STUDY ALREADY!

today stayed and discuss a little of the past years with ck, and i actually felt very very very the scared i tell you!..

haiyorr. you dont know la. haihz!

its very very near already. =(

GOOD LUCK TO ME.

AHH.

(mood:) hm tired but wheee.

tired lah! last night prepared my last presentation till midnight, and today morning had got damn early class.
add ons to fatigue on the weekends, work + submission.
yay and yay, except that i still have my last presentation, had passed up the last submission, and no more assignment, no more working project!
but gonna be more stressful as final is coming!!
everyday, there'll be ppl asking you do you know whr to get past years... have u started your revision...
this and that! duh! (>_<)

in uni now. 2 more lectures and gonna have discussion on presentation with my partner later. was damn lazy but what to do~~~~~ and ALL my classmates had really presented well. I hope i can talk that naturally like them in front of the class. my partner can definitely do well la as he is one of that kind, those presenter.

i got a lot a lot a lot of things to be done.
i need to go for enquiries again, of changing from prepaid to postpaid maxis.
had went to the centre for 2 days after work already, but the forms are confusing~
then, i need to make an appointment with the dentist, 1 of my retainer broke into half dy.... damn ma fan. and ck would laugh again, cuz her retainer had never broke. mine is like so weak the plastic. haih! i broke it for twice ald.
and then i need a new spects too!.. but need $. i got no $. cuz my spects the holder where you place on both the ears, whatever u call that, 1 of the side got very lose recently and i tried screwing in but it doesnt help.
and i dont like my super heavy spects.
besides the retainer and spects, my phone gone insane. It cant read the memory card sometimes and went off itself whenever i clicked into the gallery. chee sin dy!....
haih..

TBC--

just now half way posting and a tutor came in and informed us tat there will be a class on.
so i ciao and went for a nap on some table for half an hour. seriously lack of sleeep. and woke up, ngam ngam time to lecture. :)

and just finished discussion with my presentation partner. ntg much. and he was too hungry and left for lunch.
20 more mins to lecture. tata~

no pic seems boring so... here are some that i'll be using for my marketing presentation: enjoy hahaha

 

 

 

 

Keeep going, yeah!

hmph. tired.
and i just don't feel like touching any of my marketing submission now. wuwuwu....
cuz its mmg time to rest ma right?? xDD
errr. kinda physically tortured by today's work. every single thing on myself. again carry carry.. pushing boooth.. washing washing.. and bla bla bla... myself there. i really feel like this is some experience of lifetime. *chehhh* 
ah kher doing same project as me, but at some shops at ss2. I think those that i mentioned above, she'd already biasa. so whenever i feel san fu, then i thought of her, doing the same thing. so she can, why not i? hyek......

so now, i suppose to finish half of my marketing submission, on a topic where we need some research on info... durh.. not fun at all, cuz u'll youtube xxx's advertisement, or tv commercial and start watching a lot of advertisement and banyak banyak other brand and then u got distracted and start thinking again which brand u should chooose. but i just need to do... my previous submissions got some "sounds good" grade, and i dont want my last submission to ruin the rests you see.
suppose to finish half cuz. by the early morning of tmr, i would be having the same progress pace as ck. haha. so asked her to sleeep just now, so i can catch up with her. she's been working for 3 days. 2 more days for her.

yesterday, i went sunway pyramid myself. and my purpose was to relax. serious~ haha. i can only do marketing after the tutorial yesterday.
yes on myself, before class at 2, i did really enjoy you know! xDD
2nd visit to sunway pyramid after studying at monash, and i start to like this place.
oh and another purpose was to, "pass by" the guitar and drum fair there.
i wana play learn guitar... (><)  i neeed new toy bleh bleh blehhhh... xD
no performance yet when i was there.
and and fullhouse will be open there this christmas!... heheee.
shopped a lot of places. took my time, and cari makan. and when i was about to go back to uni, met alvin.
thats all :D

time to sleeep dy.
till then.

finals, "finally"

final final final final......
its like suddenly, final is here,
suddenly the whole atmosphere went so stressful.
especially after i looked at the sample exam questions of marketing,
i was kinda stunned. erm section A, 40%? hello??.... with that 3 lines question?..
my dear ms crystal, please tell me that you are just kidding??!
these are not what i will be sitting for in few weeks time....
please tell me that im dreaming! OMG.
haihz. NOOOOO.
how to chill....

yesterday was. a very, very, weird day.

not that i felt stress YET.

yesterday was really weird.

a lot a lot of things suddenly came into my mind and they fighted.

*like once in a month...... not to say biasa still.

im not sad i know, not due to stress, not of anything unhappy... just.. weird.

after me n ck went for some enquiries, then she went home.

i had got some time before next class, went and hide somewhere where i wont see any friends around.

then...... tadah.... at first was just some tears, dare not really let them out, cuz there was this cleanin worker around... hahhaa. 

did some thinking, glad that i came out with a conclusion, on what i should really do.

wrote 2 words on my hand, hoping that it can remind and motivate me, but it fades away very soon.

after that was ok, feeling nothing, in the econs tutorial.

then i kept a very very slow walking pace to my car.

on the car while driving, i started to miss a lot of people.

everyone that cares bout me. maybe i thought of possibility that i might disappoint them or whatever. at the same time, i was happy. appreciating their presence. what had i done to get such rewards.

then..  *tears rolling.

at night, i was extraordinaryly touched by honey's msg on my facebook wall.

so i was not joking bout the missing you part hehes.

and she got sick today, cuz i missed her, so she sneezed a lot, and sick. lol.

so basically, i think these are things that i should be feeling happy of.

yes i should.

another day.

wheee.
hmph. i should be completing my assignment now.
due tomorrow. thanks to myself i left 1 more question. durh. which i had only typed a 3 rows answer? and no more idea. like i can get 1 mark for 1 row.

anywayy.
today i work as well, 3 days in a row (why so much of 1 and 3 and rows.).
and today was okay. although it is as tiring as the past few days.
i dun like this project lorr. need to carry carry. my arm ached.
the damn booth and the 2 BIG cardboard, and 2 big metal container, and milk powder, and 5.5L mineral water bottles! and kept drinking milk only la me. u think i'll gain weight?... or do DHA works on me ah?...

friday, boring. tak da customers pun. then chatted with aunties and cashiers.

saturday, CHERRY was there. sunsilk girl. heheeee. her place was right in front of my booth, but she kept changing venue. and gt fernleaf promotion also, opposite me too. so still okay. AND. our TS really all nice people i tell you. I kept thinking like, how are they trained to be so nice.
like when we were all keeeping our booth after work, all like helping each other, pass pass things into cage. and all..... so nice lahh! adores them. so next time i must help back ppl when i have the ability! ;D

sunday, hahaha. today, my neighbour, the 1 right next to my house, she works also. for another company. I cant really recognise her, when she n her supervisor enters the lift, with me inside only, then i was like, err? is that her, how if i recogn wrong ppl, but then i dun care, i point at her and said her name and she nodded, ahhha. she 1st day work. later on i went and visit her while i jalan jalan cari makan. :P asked her wana follow me back anot. she said see 1st. at night, my family they visited me haha. grandma came too. happy :D
and my neighbour's family went and visited her tooo! lol~.. so i kept seeing aunty and uncle around....
then today got to try prego and campbell~ while i still have 2 hours to go for lunch. kekeeee.
another thing.. is that. only today, i found out that the fernleaf guy opposite my booth, is currently at KBU. hahhaa but never saw him before! then i asked him "u saw cherry before? ytd that sunsilk girl," he said ya I KNOW HER she was in the same group as i during orientation..." me:" harrr. and u never say hi to her ytd!!"
lol. k la random. too much of... working stuffs.

and i still have to work next week. I know i shouldn't take this project. cuz EXAM NEAR!!!
i feeel guilty, many nagged me on that also. but haih. i promised for 2 weeks dy. so....... duhh.

these few days, been watching the singapore drama, beach ball babes. reminds me of sports. when was my last time playing them..... >__< reminds me of wonderful time during college! but sad that i fgt some parts. did we play basketball twice a week or once.... that drama is about beach volleyball. i remember i learnt some super basic techniques from aaron, the basketball shooter machine. let's play balls again some time. *winks.

honey doing well on her 1st week of psychology degree. She likes her course. Im seriously glad to hear that.
dai lou loves his job. although its tiring. isn's that great?... envy of them =D

突然……

又有烦恼了。
我还剩两天，要把整个assignment吐出来。
今天本来心情还好，晚上了就开始担心了。
真的，每次有assignment时，我就会有压力，心情怎样都会受影响。
是还没有习惯吗？感觉永远都不能习惯了啦~

我想哭却哭不出来~~

嘻嘻……以上这句开玩笑啦。

  复刻回忆

你还好吗 好久不见
又来这里 这个老店
后来的你 喜欢了谁
我们 聊聊天
现在的你 一样美丽
至於爱情 是个回忆
她不爱我 他离开你
爱会来 就会去

在不同的城市努力
偶尔也会想想你
这样的我 那样的你
要很久才相聚

我们都没说那遥远的曾经
我们也没提故事的原因
青春的复刻回忆像一片云
没法子抓在手里
我们的眼泪在复习着过去
我们的微笑是彼此的氧气
复刻的回忆是封挂号信
多远都可以找到你

窗外的树 爱哭的风
烦恼的我 聪明的你
爱是什麽 什麽人懂
所以 别难过
心还痛吗 请忘了吧
所谓幸福 是个童话
后来的我 一切随意
所以 没关系

在不同的城市努力
偶尔也会想想你
这样的我 那样的你
要很久才相聚
我们都没说那遥远的曾经
我们也没提故事的原因
青春的复刻回忆像一片云
没法子抓在手里
我们的眼泪在复习着过去
我们的微笑是彼此的氧气
复刻的回忆是封挂号信
多远都可以找到你

午后的闷热的窗外的一场大雨
让我们看见了以前的自己
把时光倒转回那一季
那年的梦 他乡的你

你在哪里？

怎样了？
有努力温习吗？

要考试了，

你没有像当时说好的给与鼓励。

这样不公平，

因为帮你加油了，

你熬过了，却消失了。

不是说好了吗。

在不同的城市努力
偶尔也会想想你
这样的我 那样的你
要很久才相聚

我们都没说那遥远的曾经
我们也没提故事的原因
青春的复刻回忆像一片云
没法子抓在手里
我们的眼泪在复习着过去
我们的微笑是彼此的氧气
复刻的回忆是封挂号信
多远都可以找到你

考完试后吧，

因为至少我可以很高兴的告诉你，
一些改变了的事实，

而不再是向你埋怨些千遍一律不愉快的事情。