You know I still blog actually because I actually get to type things out.
Looking back at the posts I'd posted since 2008, I feel so silly of me, was so childish of me the last time. It was in a way more 'commercial' the last time, when I took many photos and posted all of them, and that I actually described all the details of things happened, so patiently (feeling geng).
There is good and bad. Good as in you can look back things, and how much you have actually grew up and changed, and those memories that I miss, you know sometimes, our mind really don't remember so much. Bad is sometimes, the changes aren't positive all the time, how you wish you could go back to some worry-less times, and life of less realistic back then. All these actually make me recall of so much. Peoples that passed by, and those who are staying around.
Its a record. Its more of a diary to me. I actually don't need anyone to read them :p Its personal expression. But sometimes, sharing is caring : )
Really, sometimes you can just look back at those posts you posted. Cuz at times, you were very motivated in life, and if you recorded them down, and it helps injecting positive energy.
Sometimes, you were in a good mood, you wrote down things you wana do, or feelings you feel that time. And we humans are so not reliable, we forget those things and feelings in split seconds.
I know we have to move forward. But life without histories and past memories are pathetic.
