Can't believe this one whole freaking year changed me, people and things around so so much. Its too much too fast that it feels so unhealthy. Life is not supposed to be like this isn't it. I won't wish to have go back to a year ago. It would anyhow happen sometime after. But I would now pray hard for pursuing a new life, a reborn, and live life the way i want. I don't even have the time and energy to actually care of what people feel and think. Yes I grew to be this selfish thanks to the reality they showed me. Life is too short to live other people's life. Lastly, I wish the best for you too.