Like I said. 21 didnt mean much to me except for the reminder that I am already 21, and that I have to act like one, i.e. mature.
The key. Like what he said. Chinese parents give key, ONLY. And what lock are they telling you to unlock? Here's the trick. By this they actually mean, no, you're not unlocking any keys. I.e. decoration purpose.
You're not an adult yet, and always.
Im not complaining Im really not.
21 means I'd lived on this world for 2 decades, apparently. But had I really lived so long? in this world i mean. The world's so damn big but all I see all these while's so limited. So much things that'd blinded the wonderfulness of the actual mean of living.
I love seeing things. and I forget. I snap them down, those wonderful ones. I love going around. and only I know it. You know how I always wanted to go out for shooting alone, and in the end of the day, I enjoy my photos, just the way you don't. You know how I don't really enjoy shooting when its what people asked me to.
21. All you got was so shallow. It actually means nothing.
Good luck, till I die.
p/s: So, before I realised, result will be out in 2 days.