It's the last day of 2011.
A year which indeed changed me and my life a lot, but in the end, some things remained the same.
A year which I was forced to learn a lot.
A year that I had to push my limits, in every ways, mentally especially.
Studies had became nothing but something I wished I could give it my full attention at that moment but I could't.
I stepped into the realistic community earlier, before I need to, apparently.
And all those tears. And decisions. Crucial.
Gained, lost and learned, so much I couldn't remember, and at this moment of the year, I don't wish to remember.
It was so contented. It seems to be all frozen now.

2011 I started my 1st relationship, unexpectedly, with someone unexpected (:
It was all those things above that I'd mentioned that brought this up.
Tears he wiped away from my face those times. Times I missed him when I got away.
Life is fair.
It was all those sorrows that lead me to the existence of love.
I got someone that I want to spend my life with.
Life is never the same, when someone brings back happiness back into my life, supports me in every way, truthful confessions that build confidence in our relationship, I couldn't be any more grateful.

Back packing experience was a breakthrough for me. And I wish for more the coming year.
Traveling was never this memorable. Experienced the enjoyables of leaving this place for a couple of days, and the extreme shock of accidents we went through. I love it when I am forced to be independent. And it would be impossible here.

Next year would be another frame of uncertainties. Graduation. The reality. Decisions. All and all. I need luck, I need change, I need more improvements, not another mingle around, fall and stand up and learned. I know it has to be that way but I really hope not, I don't see much time I am left with. I got to trust myself.

It was a year that I'm nearest to both extreme ends, the positive and negative, the yin and yang.
Better year ahead. Bless. (: